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Babe, I have to go. I have to go now or else I would not be able to escape from this alive. If I do not go now, I never will. I will fall deeper until I could not see any more light to show my path. I do not know if I can stay any longer, I am scared, baby. I am scared because I feel that the longer it takes for me to walk away from you, the more chances that it will hurt me more, for I know that you, the love of my life, would not run after me. You would not run after me, grab my arms and embrace me and say ”I love you. Don’t go. I love you.” Instead, you will let go of my hands and bid me farewell. You will let go of me, that I’m sure of. You will let go of the love that was once the only thing that mattered, the kind of love that you want to feel for the rest of your life. I know that you will give my hand its last grip and slowly let it go and for the first time in a very long while, my hands will feel nothing but emptiness. How I wish that you would fight for this love. How I wish that you would let me stay because God knows how far I would go for you, for us, for our love. How I love you so much but you have to give us a chance, baby. Give this love a chance…
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This picture was taken a month before our first anniversary.. before everything became ever so complicated.. I stumbled upon it tonight, looked at the picture and wished things were a little easier for the two of us..
You’re occupying my mind right now.. It seems like you never stopped occupying my mind, you don’t give me a chance to breathe, to gasp for little air. I feel so lonely without you.
I miss you, baby! Oh, how I miss you so much.. =’(
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It has been almost a year since my baby and I reconnected and the journey that we decided to embark on is not always easy.. There are times that I wanted to give up, doubting myself, thinking if it was right for us to get back together.. I question myself and within me the answer lies.. No matter what happens, I love him.. I love him dearly and would not let go.. As long as I live, I love you, Evol!!
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Today is simply perfect. Spending time with my boyfriend is what we’ve both been wanting for the past few weeks. Full of laughter. Unending stories. My relationship with my boyfriend had been tested so many times yet it seems like it’s stronger than ever. For a year and a half that we’ve been apart was really difficult for us.. Pain and loneliness never seemed to leave. Now that we’re back, we both know that we can get through anything together. This time is for real..
Been really caught up with my job and my part-time job on weekends. So far, I’m surviving both. Facing new challenges and adjustments but I know that I’ll get by.
~When I see you smile..~
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Had a great day today!
Work schedule changed suddenly.. I had to do my training for my new job this morning and will have to start on Monday.. I am excited!!! I can’t wait to start my career!! This is what I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnttt!!
Met up with Lee after the training; how I missed chilling with her.. Such a good friend.. One of the best!! Lee, thank you for the beautiful friendship!! <3
I miss the boyfriend too.. I will hopefully see him this coming Sunday.. Not only do I miss him because he’s my boyfriend but because he’s also my bestfriend.. Good times always.. =)
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I had a job interview almost 2 weeks ago, I must say that the interview went well. I had a good feeling about it but didn’t want to expect too much because I don’t want to be disappointed in the end. But guessss whaaaaat!??! She called a few days ago and I returned the call today. I got it!! I got the job!!
I really, really think that this is going to work out. I can’t wait to start. Another chapter of my life is about to begin. Cheers!!
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Hello tumblr.
I haven’t been online for so long but here I am now to keep you updated with what’s going on with my life.
Many things are going on right now and I must say that I’m enjoying every moment. Surely, there are ups and downs but I’m staying positive and won’t let my negativity win this battle.
My boyfriend and I are working things out, it’s not easy but I believe that we can get through this. After all, a life together is what we really want. We’re both hopeful to patch things up and start anew. I spent the whole morning with him today and I can’t wait to see him again. I just miss him so much.. Time is never long enough for the two of us..
So far, my 2011 is going great!! I’m thrilled to know what 2011 has to offer..
